He is faithful

Blog, I love you. I am glad I can come here to talk. Even if no one listens.

The Lord has been faithful to provide.  This is Day 13 of getting up early and doing my bible reading plan and journaling.  God is changing me!

A couple of things I struggle with:

Fear
Worry
Fear
People Pleasing
Saying yes to everything
Fear

Huh? Interesting.

In 13 days I have seen these things:

Less Fear
More Trust
More Faith
Less fear
Saying no
Managing my schedule even if it's busy.
Less Fear

God is so good.

Change is happening and I am welcoming it.  I have to also so I am pretty proud of myself for getting up so diligently. It feels good.

Other things:

I feel like God is REALLY challenging me on simplifying and prioritizing my life.   Not just my calendar. To be honest with you, that's not going to change any time soon with the huge move we are making as a church.  But for me, I'm learning it's not at all about being less busy, but having a heart that is not cluttered. When my heart is uncluttered I make better decisions about life, my schedule, my kids, how I take care of myself and how I spend my money.

So, my first challenge was to start getting up at 6am and, of course, now that I am 13 days into it I feel the Lord challenging me on one more thing.  Why God!?

I am just not ready to share it yet. But I will. Once I get brave enough to. ;-)