Friday, July 28, 2006

confused

I'm going through a weird time in life.

My body is still messed up. Half the time I still feel pregnant. My clothes don't fit. My hormones are crazy. I'm tired.

I guess that's just it. I'm just tired. I started working 3 weeks after I had Jackson and took over my new "role" at work. I love it all. I think maybe I jumped soon though.

I don't know. I start to think that maybe I am wearing myself out though by being too busy. I had to talk to someone this week about being busy and here I am myself too busy. I am not even remembering all the things I commit too. I need a planner.

Leadership is lonely. Motherhood is lonely too. I am having a pity party right now. I don't care though. I need to vent somehow.

Ciao.

1 comment:

SisterCat said...

Call me....we can be lonely together. :)