I think that this could be the longest week of my life....besides the week I got married. It seemed like it would never come and that is what it feels like now. Of course, just like the moment I walked down the aisle, I know it will all be worth it in the end. I am just so anxious I guess. I was telling Jason this morning that it's different from anything else. I can't even compare it. The fact that you have a human being inside of you is just ....scary. I feel sometimes weighed down with that thought. It's such an incredible responsibility. They say that Father's have a hard time bonding with the baby during pregnancy, but that for a mother it doesn't take long at all. How true that is? The moment I felt him move it became so real to me. I never wanted anything to hurt him and already would put his life before mine. Now, I am just sitting here waiting and praying that his delivery would go as smoothly as this pregnancy. I feel like he's safer inside me sometimes. I tend to start worrying a little...okay a lot, but each time I do I am specifically reminded that I am not in control. God is. He's the one who makes a baby anyway.
Wish I had more to say. Be Blessed.